My longing to be active in community was a total failure. It is been years that I did something in community. Now is all about solo activities, individual therapy and solo workouts.
I will continue honoring myself by continue my journey alone, I am already used to it.
Maybe in a few years I will try again, this time wiser and with more physical strength.
At least I am not punishing myself to do something my body and mind is not ready.
I will honor myself by continue in a pace that feels amazing and doesn’t exhaust me.
Here it is to more solo activities that fuels me, let them come one by one.